《On My Own》

　　

On my own, pretending he’s beside me. All alone, I walk with him till morning. Without him, I feel his arms around me. And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me. In the rain, the pavement shines like silver. All the lights are misty in the river. In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight. And all I see is him and me forever and forever!

　　一个人，假装他在我身旁。孤单单，他陪我走到天亮。他不在，我却能感到他的拥抱。迷路时只需闭上双眼，他就会找到我。雨朦胧，地面银光闪烁。看街灯，映河水如烟如梦。黑暗中，树枝间缀满星辰。我仿佛看见我俩相伴，直到永远！

　　

And I know it’s only in my mind. That I’m talking to myself and not to him, and although I know that he is blind. Still I say there’s a way for us. I love him. But when the night is over, he is gone, the river’s just a river. Without him, the world around me changes. The trees are bare and everywhere, the streets are all full of strangers.

　　我知道，这不过是我的想象。那些话都是我自言自语，也知道他只会视而不见。但仍觉得，我们还有希望。我爱他，但当黑夜结束，他消失，河又变回了平凡的河。没有他，我周围的一切都变了。到处都是光秃秃的树木，街上都是陌生的目光。

　　

I love him. But every day I’m learning. All my life, I’ve only been pretending. Without him, his world will go on turning. A world that’s full of happiness that I have never known. I love him, but only on my own.